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[9.26.2005 @ 9:58PM] |
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Modest Mouse - The World At Large |
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I must have stopped paying attention to this thing. At this point, all I know is that the birth control regulates my period. Whether it's actually improved my attitude isn't very easy to see. It's been almost a year now and yeah... things keep on happening to get me down, so even if I wanted to be truly happy I don't think it would be possible, with or without THE PILL. Anyways, I'm getting through it okay.
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| #003 |
[11.17.2004 @ 8:39PM] |
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Elliot Smith - Waltz #2 |
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I haven't been able to cry over things I normally would. I guess this is good? I'm annoyed by the normal things, but I think I've been a little more interactive-ish. I say more than I normally would, which is something I always used to do whenever I was in a good mood. Maybe I'm feeling good without realizing it then. I want to sleep, I'm so tired lately. I blame that on swimming. Bye.
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| #002 |
[11.14.2004 @ 8:43PM] |
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Eels - I Need Some Sleep |
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If you ask me, today didn't seem much different. Maybe I need to see how it works out with school or something, or maybe it's just 'cause it's the first day.
Although, when George was yelling at me in the car like he normally does, I actually kept my mouth shut. I still felt as shitty as ever about him yelling at me, but I didn't have a spaz out and cry (which is good because I was driving). I think what's really going to show me if this stuff is making a difference or not, is how I react to Karl's actions. Again, we'll see how the week plays out. I guess that's all.
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| #001 |
[11.12.2004 @ 11:07PM] |
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Coldplay - In My Place |
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Today I took my lame ass trip to the vagina doctor. She put me on birth control. I start taking it Sunday. This journal was created to keep track of how the pills affect my moods and such. So I guess I'll get back to you on Sunday. See ya.
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